歌词
I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton
我望见镜子，一具骷髅伫立
I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine
我体重下滑，一颗药丸入腹
I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives
我已无法与镇静剂分离
Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen
在医院和家往复，我像个样本任人摆布
Every ******* night that I've been laying in my bed
我在每个深夜在床上沉思
Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread
尽我所能与某种恐惧斗争
Feeling like this panic that I have will never end
感受这种永不结束的恐慌
And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head
所以感知枪指头脑的清醒
And now these pills got me feeling asleep
只有安眠药才能让我安眠
When I'm awake, can't get away
当药力散去，痛苦席卷而来
Even when I sleep I feel pain
当睡意袭来，痛苦从未离去
Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain
过去种种回忆在脑中循环
About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane
在崩溃边缘我想变得理智
And I just want to know what I did
我想知道我曾犯下何等罪行
Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this ****, man
需要我用我痛苦一生来偿还
And I just wanna know when it happened
我想知道事从何起
When I lost my mind
何时苦难将我包裹
And will I ever truly feel happy, ************
我可曾真正快乐，狗东西
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道苦至何止
Walking around with the same thoughts
带着它在天台来回踱步
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道泪干何日
Face down, ****** up with the door locked
脸刹急停砸烂该死的门
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道痛至何休
Walking around with the same thoughts
带着它在天台来回踱步
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道血凝何时
Face down, ****** up with the door locked
脸刹急停砸烂该死的门
I've been fighting this with everything that I have
我拼尽全力与之抗争
And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad
我从未停歇区分好坏
Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face
但，我看不见痛苦消失，在前方
I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more
是，我不得不取消旅行，在现在
I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest
所以，期望是我所有压力，喘不上气
I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best
感觉，所有人都有所信仰，孤身一人
Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god?
冥想，药物，我应该向上帝祈祷吗？
I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts
我拒绝臣服，我保留思想
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这涛涛江水流向何方
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这广阔汪洋泪水几成
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这自由天空囚徒几个
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这似雪白云污渍几点
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这世间疾苦止于何日
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这似雪白云污渍几点
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这自由天空囚徒几个
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这广阔汪洋泪水几成
I wanna know when the pain stops
我想知道这涛涛江水流向何方
Walking around with the same thoughts
走来走去痛苦不减
I wanna know when the pain stops
我不知快乐何时来临
Face down, ****** up with the door locked
从头到脚，用尽全力砸开那上锁的心门
I wanna know when the pain stops
我不知伤痛何时离去
Walking around with the same thoughts
思来想去烦恼依旧
I wanna know when the pain stops
我知道答案从未存在
Face down, ****** up with the door locked
从上至下，用尽全力砸开那上锁的心门
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