Wtf is Self Care

I'm hearing you, you know wha’ I mean?

If you say that's what I gotta do, then that's— that’s what I gotta do

(What the **** is self-care?)

My dark shit is the purest

I hear self-care cures

(What the **** is self-care?)

Tryna find that shit like a tourist

See if they take my insurance

(What the **** is self-care?)

Oh—it's like using good lotions

And long walks on the ocean

(What the **** is self-care?)

Mhm, yeah, it's like getting a massage

In a real place—not in a garage (Haha)

Yeah, yeah, it's eating health food

And making smoothies out of kelp cubes

You know wha' I mean, that shit sound nasty but I'ma— Doing that shit in 2020, you wha' I mean?

(What the **** is self care)

Yeah, I think I know what you suggesting

And it just sounds depressing

Yeah, yeah, it's like journaling

Writing shit that feels nurturing

I tried it out and found pain I was circling

And started crying so hard, I was gurgling

But you know wha’ I mean? I ain’t out here murdering, right?

(What the **** is self-care?)

I think I get it, finally

It's like going to wineries

I think I kinda get it

Nah mean? But, like, what is it?

(What the **** is self-care?)

It’s like finding good smells

Or fine wood shelves

In my neighborhood, nobody sells that shit

So, oh, well

(What the **** is self-care?)

I'm tryna make it smell flowery

Bitch, I got allergies

(What the **** is self-care?)

I'm in the spot, got a sweet roll

Tryna hold onto a tree pose

It's like seeing what my body needs

Maybe that’s a lot of weed

Yeah, get a cup massage—that shit works, bro

Shit ****ing hurt, though

(**** is self-care?)

For obstacles that you struggle past

The key is taking bubble baths

(**** is self-care?)

It's like very high thread counts

And not sleeping on a bed-couch

They said, "Don't smoke 'til you veg out"

So I pulled all my dreads out