Come Talk to Me

I am not living

And I don’t really know what voice to listen to

Because none of this shit in my head is even really

Giving me a choice

I am not giving in

I am not part of it

And I dont really care how high you got

To make your heart heartless

I was just as drunk

So we can just argue bout

How we want nothing

And my pains the best

So let me get this off of my flat chest

Let me get this out of my privilege

Where my parents pay for all of my shit

And I had this vision it was like lithium

But I took it too seriously like an idiot

Now I’m gonna in oblivion

Now im gone in oblivion

You had a nice condominum

Nice that you didn’t use a condom

Nice that you gave me so many drugs that I couldn’t even take off

My own armour

But you’re the one who’s honest

Im the novice

You’re the prophet and im the product

And im the process that you wanted and how ironic

Its so bubonic

What’s it like in that fycking office

With a life that’s so ****ing polished

You told me to look passed my hell

But what you do you want from me

Every time I ask myself are you so honestly

I am not the night that you said good bye

I am not the life that will pass you by

So maybe you should find yourself

And come talk to me

Come talk to me

And the truth is

Im still afraid

All of this shit effects me

Everyday

And I tell myself its okay

Get out of bed take a big breath

Light a new match and pretend its the same its an

Honour to have all this life that I claim

And I just want to change

Dont want to stay

Under the earth for the rest of my days

**** what they say

I am amazing

Gone flames blazing

And its dynamite and no small fry

Look at these eyes

Im still alive

I will still fight until the day I die

Never good bye no ties

And I got all this time

Don’t wanna lie

Dont wanna waste not finding the sky

Who knew that id make it through

I ****ing did its what I do

No noose in my bedroom

Cause I will never loose

And I will choose to stay alive

Even though I didn’t want to

Yeah no noose in my bedroom

Cause I will never loose

And I will choose to stay alive even though I didn’t want to

You told me to look passed my hell

But what you do want from me

Every time I ask myself are you so honestly

I am not the night that you said good bye

I am not the life that will pass you by

So maybe you should find yourself

And come talk to me

Come talk to me