2HONEST

Snoh Aalegra/Vic Mensa：

Loneliness speaks through my smile

It seems the darkest lullaby

La la-la-la la-la la

La la-la-la la-la la

I call a 51-50 on myself

That's how you know I need help

I call a 51-50 on myself

That's how you know I need help

Vic Mensa：

Tears of a fallen soldier rollin' down my face

One hand stickin' out of my grave

The whole world left me for dead Michael Jackson's estate

But I'm too high I'll never land

A river that knows its source can never run dry

That's why I had to cut out the middle man

Hate from all directions assassinatin' my character

I felt like Malcom X and J. Edgar Hoover's America

I said the truth and I paid for it I paid for it

I got on my knees and cried to the Lord I prayed for it

I have bounties on my head when my sister was in my home

Sleepless night by the chrome trigger finger next to my dome

Contemplatin' self destruction equatin' myself to nothin'

Fixated on my regression I felt like Benjamin Button

I collapsed in my depression I just couldn't write for nothin'

When I stared at my reflection all that I felt was disgusted

My confidence evaporated less than a man I was emasculated

I turned to violence to be validated

Violated probation again and again

My kin and my friends like What the f**k is up with you fam

Don't you understand

N***as wanna f**k with you fam

But you keep f**kin' yourself and that f**ks with your fans

SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra：

Pardon me my n***a I believed the lie

I can't be too honest

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh

The pain behind your eyes tells me that it's not what you wanted

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh

And it's hard to explain to the people standin' still why you're runnin'

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh

I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'

Vic Mensa/Snoh Aalegra：

I call a 51-50 on myself

That's how you know I need help

I call a 51-50 on myself

That's how you know I need help

Vic Mensa：

Do you know what the f**k it feels like to wake up every day in distress

Pissed off at yourself neglect so you just lay in your mess

And people depend on you got so much s**t on your chest

That your train of thought can't seem to find a way to express

I found a notebook in my parents crib from when I was five

I went inside and it said I hate myself I wanted to die cryin'

I couldn't even fathom the child feeling so lonely

So next time a n***a tell you 'bout Vic say they don't know me

I need to be loved I need to be loved

I needed the d**gs 'cause I couldn't do it

I couldn't do it I was goin' through it

Growin' up I was a product of my biracial confusion

Neither black nor white I guess that makes me translucent

I crushed everything I touched

I f**ked every single slut but I couldn't bust a nut

In my stomach I plummet into my dungeon

Down in the depths of my darkness

I'm steppin' over my carcass I'm comin' out of my hatred

Tired of my heart bein' vacant

I made a promise won't break it

I told my momma we'll make it

I told my gang we gon' make it

If they won't give it to us we'll take it

One thing that is true is my greatness

Promise I won't doubt I'll believe it

I'm exercisin' my demons for the last time

SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra：

Pardon me my n***a I believed the lie

I can't be too honest

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh

The pain behind your eyes tells me that it's not what you wanted

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh

And it's hard to explain to the people standin' still why you're runnin'

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh

I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'

SAINt JHN：

But pardon me my n***a isn't this ain't life you said that you wanted

You know the car's movin' fast what a view and the women are stunnin'

And it's hard when you're comin' from the bottom tryin' not to become it

So I'm runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin'

Comin' yeah ayy