Buy Myself (Marilyn Manson Remix) [B-Side Rarities]

What do I do to ignore them behind me

Do I follow my instincts blindly

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams

And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening do I

Sit here and try to stand it or do I

Try to catch them red-handed

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin

I make the right moves but I'm lost within

I put on my daily facade but then

I just end up getting hurt again

By myself myself

I ask why myself

I can't rely on myself myself

I ask why

But in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on

To what I want when I'm stretched so thin

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

To anything watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm senseless

But to go blindly seems defenseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on

Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone if I

Let them go I'll be outrun but if I

Try to catch them I'll be outdone

If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer

Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

By myself myself

I ask why myself

I can't rely on myself myself

I ask why

But in my mind I find

I can't rely on myself

In my mind I find

I can't hold on

To what I want when I'm stretched so thin

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

To anything watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think

I've lost so much

I'm so afraid I'm so afraid

I'm so afraid I'm so afraid

I'm out of touch just nice to know

How you suspect how you suspect

I will know what to do

When all I know

Is what you tell me to

Don't you know

I can't tell you how to make it go

No matter what I do how hard I try

I can't seem to convince myself why

I'm stuck on the inside

Don't you know

I can't tell you how to make it go

No matter what I do how hard I try

I can't seem to convince myself why

I'm stuck on the other side

I can't hold on

To what I want when I'm stretched so thin

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

To anything watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

I can't hold on

To what I want when I'm stretched so thin

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

To anything watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking