In a Hola Again

Don't want anyone to know

Who I really am so they'll never see

All the things

I hide behind these precious walls

I built just for me

So if they look into the windows of my soul

All they're gonna see

Are my eyes starin' back

And not shattered glass or the broken side of me'

Cause I'm so afraid to show my darkest secrets

I keep them wrapped in chains

And locked up in a place where no one goes

But I'm sure my insecurities will give it all away

I'm heading fast straight for a crash and burn

For me there is no shame(I'm going down)

Back in a hole again(Deep under ground)

Back in a hole again(Where no one's around)

And I don't need a friend(So safe and sound)

Back in a hole again

I'm finally back of course behind the mask

I've always worn for you

To distract you, since

I couldn't face the fact

That someone ever knew

That all I am is just some smoke and mirrors

And a gun pointin' back at you

And you to catch me in the act of this

I know it would be through

All these years

I've lived in fear, that you would find out

Just exactly what

I'm made of

Or what I'm really all about

And it would kill me just to see you

Point your finger and hear you say"You're one of them" and this

I could not stand

So I'll be on my way(I'm going down)

Back in a hole again(Deep under ground)

Back in a hole again(Where no one's around)

And I don't need a friend(So safe and sound)

Back in a hole again(I'm going down)

Back in the hole again(Deep under ground)

I'm in the hole again(Where no one's around)

And I don't need a friend(So safe and sound)

Back in the hole again

Back in the hole again