My Bed

I thought 'bout tryna get through

Wishing I could make it better

But I choke each time that I do

Day and night, thinking about the times

When you were mine, I shoulda took my own advice

When I said 'if it's real, it's worth a try'

I got the words on the tip of my tongue

Know what I want, but I don't wanna hear it's done

How can I lose if I don't play along?

I thought 'bout tryna get through

Wishing I could make it better

But I choke each time that I do

Tryna keep it together

Sitting on my bed, on my bed

Thinking about all the things that you said

And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read

Sitting on my bed, on my bed

Wishing you were here with me instead

I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read

But I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah

Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah

I pretend and I tell all of my friends

That I won't go back again, that I'm ready for this love to end

But they know, that I'm just too scared, yeah

And if you tell me it's over, I think I'd lose my head

'Cause I take comfort in thinking you'll always be there, yeah

I thought 'bout tryna get through

Wishing I could make it better

But I choke each time that I do

Tryna keep it together

Sitting on my bed, on my bed

Thinking about all the things that you said

And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read

Sitting on my bed, on my bed

Wishing you were here with me instead

I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read

But I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah

Yeah, I've been thinking 'bout you, yeah

Sitting on my bed, on my bed

Thinking about all the things that you said

And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read

Sitting on my bed, on my bed

Wishing you were here with me instead

And I don't know what to do so I leave you on read, on read