Fear & Doubt (Ft. Kenna & Joey Purp)

INNANETAPE

Vic Mensa

歌词

Produced by: Peter Cottontale, Om'Mas Keith & Cam O'bi

<Hook: Kenna>

I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase

Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids

Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

Starin' at a narrow-point reflection of myself

Questionin' what is my life to become?

I wonder if I'll ever be the man, my momma wish I was

Or will I end up victim to the hand of a gun?

Given the current circumstances I stand alone

No one to hold me but me, I mean it's hard not to be stressed

Stretchin' myself to the bone, can't feel my chest

I been heavin' cause all this smoke

I been breathin' in just to not be depressed

All the pressures from record labels around me

And the band, still tryna sign me

Finally in a position to put all that s**t behind me

How many mothers have a son they never know?

Nobody questions what they do

Nobody wonders where they go

I'm goin' around in circles chasin' myself in contradiction

With a pistol to the back of my head

Prolly pull the trigger the moment after I make it big

Pretty white seats in the Lambo all plastered in red

My *****, me? Naturally I forever be fly

It's in my blood, it has to be, how could I ever be not?

Ain't a question when and where cause I'mma forever get mine

Stand in my way, that be the day they get a deputy shot

Goin' back? **** that, that used to be me

I used to be weak, we used to be thieves

Steal my shoes for a second, think about it

What if you could be me? What would you do?

**** would you do?

<Hook: Kenna>

I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase

Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids

Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

Holla at your boy, it's Purple baby they label me

A problem and I probably am, so I don't knock 'em

How I pull up in that Caddy on trims? Clean chakras

With a Oscar-winning *****, she got on door knockers

And I'm knocking down your door if it's war, partner

Deepak Purple, that boy conscious

Jack four Biancis, come back with a pound a

Broccoli like how he? Why he? Cause I be

Moving through the city like a IV, trynna be monogamous

But I got b*****s on my **** like I'm the s**t cause I'm the s**t

And I only promise this

To my little girl, I'mma bring you the world

Yo **** that, ****** love to talk

But that talkin' s**t out the conversation

You young ****** gon' **** up and start some complications

Your baby mothers, your cousins, grandmother's congregatin'

One more time and your ******' life confiscated

I seen good ****** die over less so how you trippin'?

A higher power sent you and your ****** on your mission?

The Muslims preach to the Jews to preach to the Catholics and Christians

My brother's serving a life sentence, ***** how you livin'?

My homie get it on the boat, ***** how you get it?

My momma usually like to snort, ***** how you feel it?

I asked him if it's easy to kill, he said hardly

Killed a ***** in the club, took the life out the party, huh?

<Hook: Kenna>

I live in a daze, fightin' through the phase

Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

Lighting in the flames, burnin' in the raids

Goin' out in a blaze and I blaze and I blaze

<Break: Vic Mensa>

This is me at the end of the day

Forget the talkin', forget all of the lies

And forget all of the cameras

Who's who and who's watchin'?

The water for my soul for the day I hit the coffin

<Outro: Vic Mensa>