歌词
Am I wrong for being lost?
我是否因迷失而有过错？
The pressures of being boss exhausted
身为主导者的压力让我筋疲力尽
Every bone in my body, I can't walk
我浑身骨头都像散了架，无法行走
I don't talk, I scream, I don't stop to think
我不说话，只是尖叫，不停歇地思考
I'm so close to the dream that I can't go to sleep
我离梦想如此之近，以至于无法入眠
Ironic, I know, so I need more Chronic to roll
我知道这很讽刺，所以我需要更多的慢性药物来麻痹自己
Tryna to find what's more important, the money or my soul
试图寻找更重要的东西，金钱或是灵魂
It's cold, I'm low, I'm caught between the roads
天气寒冷，我情绪低落，被夹在两条路之间
Under the Hollywood sign, you get blinded by the glow, uh
在好莱坞标志下，你被光芒所蒙蔽
Yo
Yo
How could you look me in the face?
你怎么能够直视我的眼睛？
You sat at the table with my daughter
你和我女儿坐在同一张桌子上
Promisin' you got us right after you finished sayin' Grace
承诺着做完祷告就会照顾好我们
Why don't you tell her what you're hidin' in the bank?
你为何不告诉她你藏在银行里的秘密？
It's time to cut my lawn and see the snakes
是时候修剪草坪露出里面的蛇了
It's time to tell the truth to every fan who doesn't understand
是时候向那些不理解我们的每一个粉丝说出真相了
That it's because of you they had to wait
是因为你，他们才不得不等待
While you left me here to deal with all the hate, ah
而你把我留在这里，独自面对所有的仇恨
Still smile but feel so fake
我依然微笑，但感觉如此虚伪
It's no sun the clouds are opaque
云层蔽日，难以窥见光芒
So much shade I read on one page
一页纸上写满了太多的阴影
I can't even look at your name without gettin' the shakes
我甚至不敢看你的名字，那让我禁不住颤抖
What a mistake uh, look at how you take uh
多大的错误啊，看看你是怎么占有的
What doesn't belong to you, this was a rape
那些不属于你的东西，这是强暴
And if fate send us both to Heaven
如果命运让我们都上天堂
I'ma keep a blade in my leather so I can kill you at the gate, uh
我会在我的皮带上藏一把刀，以便在天堂门口抹了你的脖子
(First place)
（第一名）
Is it worth it when you see us all?
当你看到我们所有人时，这一切值得吗？
(Two faced)
（两面派）
Tryna fit in to a world with no
试图融入一个世界，没有
(New space)
（新空间）
Commit third degree murder
犯下三级谋杀罪
(What for?)
（为了什么？）
Tryin' to play me like a Hollywood whore
试图把我当作好莱坞的陪酒女郎来玩弄
(First place)
（第一名）
Is it worth it when you see us all?
当你看到我们所有人时，这一切值得吗？
(Two faced)
（两面派）
Tryna fit in to a world with no
试图融入一个世界，没有
(New space)
（新空间）
Commit third degree murder
犯下三级谋杀罪
(What for?)
（为了什么？）
Tryin' to play me like a Hollywood whore
试图把我当作好莱坞的陪酒女郎来玩弄
I woke up sweatin', tryna forget I'm in a mansion
我醒来时满身大汗，试图忘记自己身处豪宅
'Cause fans are mad at my expansion
因为粉丝们对我的膨胀感到愤怒
And my friend I thought was family
而我以为是我的家人的朋友
Who'd always understand me
那个总会理解我的人
Got offended, 'cause he jealous
但他因为他嫉妒而对我生气了
We supposed to be at the Grammys
我们本该出席格莱美奖
I'm askin', when did pride and passion
我想问，什么时候骄傲和激情
Get mistakin' for handouts and ass kissin'?
被误解为施舍和奉承？
The fact is I made it from trailer trash to Saks Fifth
事实上，我从拖车垃圾场走到了萨克斯第五大道精品百货店
Took it from underground to massive, and the come up was classic
从地下走到了巨大的舞台，这一路的崛起堪称经典
Back when white boys rapped, they gettin' they ass kicked
回想当年白人男孩说唱时，他们被狠狠打击
I was battlin' puttin' these rappers in caskets
我曾与那些说唱歌手激战，将他们送入棺材
I was walkin' home gettin' jumped after classes
我曾在下课后走在回家的路上遭到袭击
Tell me, why don't my haters mention that shit?
告诉我，为什么我的仇敌从不提及这些烂事？
Now, my rent is due and I'm tenant gettin' by with no credit
现在，我的房租到期了，我作为租客，没有信用记录，勉强过活
Got residue from a sedative I ain't get from the medic
我体内还残留着镇静剂的痕迹，而这些药并非来自医生之手
My schedule is so ****in' hectic, but still I'm in debt
我的日程安排满满当当，但我仍然负债累累
I'd be better off dead so life insurance keep my family fed
我死了反而更好，这样人寿保险就能让我的家人吃饱饭
It's because of y'all, I couldn't separate from my career
都是因为你们，我无法从事业中抽身
'Cause of y'all, I hated myself for so many years
因为你们，我多年来一直痛恨自己
'Cause of you, you ain't never gonna see me trust
因为你，你永远不会看到我信任任何人
Even if I got a wife, she just somebody I ****
即使我娶了妻子，她也不过只是我上床的对象
(First place)
（第一名）
Is it worth it when you see us all?
当你看到我们所有人时，这一切值得吗？
(Two faced)
（两面派）
Tryna fit in to a world with no
试图融入一个世界，没有
(New space)
（新空间）
Commit third degree murder
犯下三级谋杀罪
(What for?)
（为了什么？）
Triyin' to play me like a Hollywood whore
试图把我当作好莱坞的陪酒女郎来玩弄
(First place)
（第一名）
Is it worth it when you see us all?
当你看到我们所有人时，这一切值得吗？
(Two faced)
（两面派）
Tryna fit in to a world with no
试图融入一个世界，没有
(New space)
（新空间）
Commit third degree murder
犯下三级谋杀罪
(What for?)
（为了什么？）
Triyin' to play me like a Hollywood whore
试图把我当作好莱坞的陪酒女郎来玩弄
The City of Angels, danger
天使之城，荆棘横生！
The City of Angels, danger
天使之城，危机四伏！
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