歌词
Back in the day,
若是过去
They would've made an incision,
人们或许会切开我的皮肉
Cut out my brain,
剜除我的灵魂
Wouldn't have been my decision.
而这并非我的选择
Earlier on,
更早之前
Would've been one of those women
我或许是其中一位女巫
Burnt at the stake,
在火刑架上燃烧
Not a chance for forgiveness
既无赎罪之生
Not a chance for forgiveness.
亦无宽恕之死
(But I hate myself, myself)
（即便受此苦痛，我也仍厌恶自己）
Get a chemical break,
乘着药物的慰藉
Spend it all in my bedroom
于卧室之中遨游
I'm such a waste,
我是如此颓废
And I'd stay, if they'd let you
只愿不受关心，放逐自我
Lay there for days,
整日蹉跎时光
See who's payin' attention
又有谁会在乎
Mother calls in
但母亲却拨响了电话
She's an honorable mention,
她是多么爱我
she's an honorable mention.
仿佛要将那阴霾驱散
But I hate myself for what I did to you
但我仍厌恶着我对你所做的一切
I'm lyin', hiding from the full moon.
如今我只是藉由谎言，以逃避满月的光辉
I can't take myself for not forgiving you,
我无法原谅自己，亦如我无法原谅你
I'm cryin', hiding from the full moon.
如今我只能任凭泪落，来远离内心的痛苦
Now there's nothing to take
现在我已别无选择
But preventative measures
只能努力不往更深处堕落
It's a skip in the tape,
'这就像是录音带中的一小段跳音，
won't be like this forever.
总有清除故障，回归正轨的那一刻。'
At least that's what they say,
至少人们是这么说的
It's just unwanted weather,
也许是天气令我不悦
By tomorrow morning,
待到下一场日出来临
I'll be light as a feather,
也许我就能放下一切
Light as a feather
如羽毛般轻盈，自在
(But I hate myself, myself)
（但是即使如此，我也仍憎恨自己）
But I hate myself for what I did to you
但我仍厌恶着我对你所做的一切
I'm lyin', hiding from the full moon.
如今我只能藉由谎言，以逃避满月的光辉
I can blame myself for not forgiving you,
我憎恨着，至今无法原谅你的我
I'm cryin', hiding from the full moon.
如今我只想恣意哭泣，来冲淡内心的悲恸
****ing hate myself for what I did to you
但我仍憎恨着我对你所做的一切
I'm lyin', hiding from the full moon.
我选择撒谎，于是内疚与自责便能晚些追上我
I'll erase myself for not forgiving you,
若重新来过，我又是否能原谅你
I'm cryin', hiding from the full moon.
我只能哭泣，来暂时逃避那冰冷且苍白的现实
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