歌词
制作人 : King Ed
我害怕平庸 这种恐惧让人窒息
I got this this crippling fear of being average
在这个完美的世界里
In this perfect world
感觉是我在和所有这些
Like it's me versus all of these
性感自信的女孩们较量
Sexy and confident girls
我太尴尬了 太难为情
I'm so awkward, embarrassing
每个人都有自己的一套
Everyone's on something
我在这儿如此孤独
I'm such a loner in here
这些身体像纸一样薄
These bodies are paper thin
让我厌恶自己的皮囊
It makes me hate my skin
只想消失不见
Wanna disappear
老实说 我现在好害怕
I'm honestly scared right now
感觉自己像个 被遗弃的孩子
I feel like a child left out
独自一人 在派对上格格不入
On my own being weird at the party
每个人都在亲亲我我
Everyone's kissing everybody
何时离开 才不至于失礼？
When is a polite time to leave?
生活 何时变得如此复杂？
When did life escalate?
我的朋友们 何时都变了样？
And when did my friends all change?
现在我谁都不认识了
Now I don't recognize anybody
孤独如斯 寂寞难耐
So damn lonely
这简直就是噩梦
It's a nightmare tryna be
十九岁的生活 真是场噩梦
It's a nightmare trying to be 19
奇怪的是 曾经我穿着自己喜欢的衣服感到快乐
Weird how I used to be happpy dressed up as myself
现在我却愿意付出代价 变成其他人
Right now I'd pay to be just about anyone else
我脸红又手忙脚乱
I'm red-faced and fumbling
那完美无缺的人偶
The perfect mannequin
模仿同龄人的想法
Model the thoughts of my peers
那复制粘贴的女孩
A copy and paste it girl
不再想要拯救世界
Done tryna to save the world
只想尽力融入人群
Just tryin' my best to fit in
老实说 我现在好害怕
I'm honestly scared right now
感觉自己像个 被遗弃的孩子
I feel like a child left out
独自一人 在派对上格格不入
On my own being weird at the party
每个人都在亲亲我我
Everyone's kissing everybody
何时离开 才不至于失礼？
When is a polite time to leave?
生活 何时变得如此复杂？
When did life escalate?
我的朋友们 何时都变了样？
And when did my friends all change?
现在我不认得任何人
Now I don't recognize anybody
孤独如斯 寂寞难耐
So damn lonely
这简直就是噩梦
It's a nightmare tryna be
十九岁的生活 真是场噩梦
It's a nightmare trying to be 19
我不知道该如何应对
I don't know what to do with this
仿佛悬崖边 苦苦挣扎
Hanging on by my fingertips
他们肯定 觉得我是个怪胎
I bet they all think I'm a freak
这简直就是噩梦
It's a nightmare tryna be
十九岁的生活 真是场噩梦
It's a nightmare trying to be 19
别人都有自己的人生规划
Everybody else got a plan
我连自己是谁 都不知道
I don't even know who I am
是不是 我有什么问题呀？
Is there something wrong with me?
这简直就是噩梦
It's a nightmare tryna be
十九岁的生活 真是场噩梦
It's a nightmare tryna be 19
音频工程师 : Ed Carlile
贝斯 : Ed Carlile
和声 : Bea and Her Business
母带工程师 : Alex Gordon
人声 : Bea and Her Business
鼓编程 : Ed Carlile
混音师 : Tucan Michaels
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