Me Against My Head

Every morning, I'll put on some makeup

I'll colour my face in like a colouring pad

Tryna tell myself that I'm a weapon

And I look amazing but I don't mean that

Describe yourself in three words, I'll list things that I despise

There's only one person involved and I'm here picking sides

I'll batter every inch of what's been keeping me alive

But I

I live by the rules of the b***h inside my mind

I couldn't impress her even if I tried

You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great

But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake?

And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead

When it's me, it's me against my head

And I wanna go out for a dinner and eat lots of pizza

Without feeling bad

And I wanna be voicing opinions in deep conversations

Without feeling bland

Describe yourself in three words, I'll list things that I despise

There's only one person involved and I'm here picking sides

I'll batter every inch of what's been keeping me alive

But I

I live by the rules of the b***h inside my mind

I couldn't impress her even if I tried

You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great

But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake?

And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead

When it's me, it's me against my head

Where's the self-confident girl

With all of her freckles and curls?

Now dreaming of healthy and thin

Sitting here sucking in thinking that's gonna change the world

Change the world

I live by the rules of the b***h inside my mind

I couldn't impress her even if I tried

You can tell me I'm pretty and tell me I'm great

But how can I believe something my brain tells me is fake?

And tell me that I'm sexy but my body feels dead

When it's me,

it's me against my head