歌词
I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量
Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔
End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me, hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样
Scrolling through my phone
漫无目的地翻阅着我的手机
God knows how many hours
天知道就这样过去了多少个小时
It's been at least a couple days since I've taken a shower
距离我上一次洗澡 已经至少过去了好几天
Biting my nails, my room is a mess
焦虑得咬着指甲 房间里一片狼藉
And I know exactly what's coming next
我很清楚 接下来会发生什么
I've got this cabin fever
我患上了幽闭恐惧症
Wanna dig myself down deeper
我想把自己埋得更深一些
My alter ego is a grim reaper
我的另一个自我 是死神的代言人
But staying home is so much cheaper
但是呆在家里 开销便会少上许多
I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量
Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔
End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样
Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗
I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
我有濒临崩溃和燃烧自我的倾向
Call my mom, pick a fight
打电话给我母亲 找个借口
Buy some shit I don't need
买上一些我不需要的东西
And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
这样我就不必再宿醉整整一周
Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗
Water in my cup but I wish it was stronger
杯子里盛满了水 但我希望它浓郁一些
I've got to keep myself together just a little bit longer
我得让自己振作起来 哪怕就一点
I'm standing right on the edge, the tensions a thread
我就站在悬崖的边缘 紧张一触即发
And I know exactly what's coming next
我很清楚 接下来会发生什么
I've got this tantrum temper
我的脾气总是暴躁无常
Finger on a hairpin trigger
手指放在发夹上就像扳机
My alter ego is a buzz killer
我的另一个自我是个扫兴鬼
Don't want to be the one to tell her though
但我并不想告诉她 真相有多么残酷
I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量
Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔
End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样
Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗
I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
我有濒临崩溃和燃烧自我的倾向
Call my mom, pick a fight
打电话给我母亲 找个借口
Buy some shit I don't need
买上一些我不需要的东西
And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
这样我就不必再宿醉整整一周
Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗
I'm starting to spiral
我又陷入到纠结当中
I'm checking my vitals
我检查着我的生命体征
Oh oh
The panics attacking
随后恐慌席卷而来
I'm overreacting
开始反应过度
Oh oh
Feels like I'm dying
感觉我在渐渐死去
I wake up and I'm fine then
当我醒来时 一切都恢复如初
I'll do it all again tomorrow though
然而等到明天 就又会再度重演
I've got this self destructive energy
我自带着一种自我毁灭的能量
Text my ex and regret it immediately
给我的前任发短信 随后光速后悔
End up in somebody's bed and wake up hating me
在别人的床上醒来 厌恶着自己的模样
Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗
I've got a crash and burn kind of tendency
我有濒临崩溃和燃烧自我的倾向
Call my mom, pick a fight
打电话给我母亲 找个借口
Buy some shit I don't need
买上一些我不需要的东西
And I could skip this hangover that'll last for a week
这样我就不必再宿醉整整一周
Instead I'll get tattoos and therapy
恰恰相反 我要去做纹身和治疗
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