Denver

Walking past the homeless in a Rolex

Just got off the stage on the Today Show and i basically felt soulless

Years go by and I keep saying Im gon use my phone less

But I should just be phoneless

Ignorance is bliss and so is being underground cuz it was fun when we were known less

Sorry thats cliche I know I’m so blessed

But Jason keeps on telling me say yes and truth be told I know he knows best

But I don’t want do no press

Ive seen enough of me on this lil screen

Ive become so vain and insecure bout everything

I feel all this pressure to live up to what they tell me I’m gon be

So i Isolate myself, you can’t Help me it’s on me

I’m hiding any sign of weakness from my guys, I don’t want em second guessing with me

Nemo said to keep my foot on necks cuz I can’t em let em just forget me

But the brags in my raps are getting less and less convincing

So I’d rather just...

I wrote that first verse in Denver

Back in September

It’s January now

And I’m feeling like myself again

I got Angel back in here I need his help again

I’m Taking time away but wondering what a healthy helping is

**** it they gon check for me

I tell myself

And tell my friends

Avoiding any talks about the elephant

Chalking up the hate to jealousy and just embellishments

But deep down I find myself wondering if the people that write about me are right about me

And I wonder if my exes are oversharing cuz they know a lot about me

I’m a long way from Shelby County, I been thru some local tension, heard talks of a healthy bounty

Sober and focused I cannot walk down no deli alleys

I still got the fellas round me, I love em and tell em proudly

My mama needs help adjusting, my father needs help accounting

I’m lookin out heavens window I know that there’s hell around me