歌词
Okay, I'm feeling insane, tryna' put the pieces together
好吧 我精神错乱了 试图从支离破碎的状态中恢复
But my brain don't work that way
然而大脑却不听使唤
I left you so selfishly
我如此自私地将你抛弃
Knowing I was wrong, oh
深知这大错特错
Today, I found the words, the ones you never heard
今天 我想出一些 你从未听过的话语
The ones that I should have said, but then I never did
早就该说出来 却不曾开过口
Waiting for the day, dragging you along
一直拖着 等着某天说出口
Knowing I was wrong, should have never took this long
我深知自己做错了 本不该这样耗下去的
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
你是我爱过的最甜美的恶魔
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
我对你做过的这些 简直大错特错
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
无论如何都痛苦不堪 我知道这很难熬
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you're gone
呆呆地望着床的另一边 想到你已离我而去
So, I'm writing this song
于是我写下这首歌
Always found myself getting higher
常常发现我愈发兴奋
Dating every problem, coming down to the wire
被每一个问题缠身 如同行走于钢丝
Why am I like this? It's hurtin', but I'm trying to hide it
为什么我会变成这样 如此痛苦 但我想掩饰
I can't explain, so these pills I've been trying
无法解释 所以我开始尝试这些药物
Feed them all away, acting like it'll be okay
一把吞下 佯装一切都会好起来
But in the back of my mind, I know it's all a lie
但脑海深处 我知道这不过是谎言
And this road I've been taking, only end with goodbyes
我走过的这些路 尽头都是告别
So, I'm saying goodbye
所以我决定与你再见
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
你是我爱过的最甜美的恶魔
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
我对你做过的这些 简直大错特错
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
无论如何都痛苦不堪 我知道这很难熬
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you're gone
呆呆地望着床的另一边 想到你已离我而去
So, I'm writing this song
于是我写下这首歌
Life has never felt so good, with or without you
无论有你没你 生活都那么不如意
I'm right here facing another one, easing my mind, my mind
我在这里 面对着新的一天 试图放松大脑
No longer crying out for help, after all that I have felt
不再哭泣着求援 毕竟我已经历过这一切
I'm better dealing with this alone
我还是自己解决更好
Always found myself getting higher
常常发现我愈发兴奋
Dating every problem, coming down to the wire
被每一个问题缠身 如同行走于钢丝
Why am I like this? It's hurtin', but I'm trying to hide it
为什么我会变成这样 如此痛苦 但我想掩饰
I can't explain, so these pills I've been trying
无法解释 所以我开始尝试这些药物
Feed them all away, acting like it'll be okay
一把吞下 佯装一切都会好起来
But in the back of my mind, I know it's all a lie
但脑海深处 我知道这不过是谎言
And this road I've been taking, only end with goodbyes
我走过的这些路 尽头都是告别
So, I'm saying goodbye
所以我决定与你再见
You were the sweetest demon I could ever love
你是我爱过的最甜美的恶魔
I did those things, so did you, and they were wrong
我对你做过的这些 简直大错特错
Toxic in every way, I know it got rough
无论如何都痛苦不堪 我知道这很难熬
Staring at the left side of my bed, and you're gone
呆呆地望着床的另一边 想到你已离我而去
So, I'm writing this song
于是我写下这首歌纪念你
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