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Do you roll with the waves?

Or do you duck into deep blue safety?

Is it always the same?

Do you wish that you loved me?

Do you pull at the chains?

Or do you push into constant aching?

Each and every day

Do you wish that you loved me?

Is there something you give

That you will never receive in return?

Do you know what it is?

Do you wish that you loved me?

And are you trying to live

Like everything is a lesson to learn?

Can you ever forgive? (yourself)

Do you wish that you loved me?

And my reflection just won't smile back at me like I know it should

And I would turn into a stranger in an instant if I could

And there is something eating me alive, I don't know what it is

Maybe not that you conceal your feelings, they just don't exist

Do you ever believe

That we can turn into different people?

It's getting harder to be (myself)

Do you wish that you loved me?

Can we ever release?

Is it better to just not feel?

Can we hit delete?

Do you wish that you loved me?

And it's been so long that I'm forgetting what it feels like

But I'd rather not remind myself and leave it all behind

And I've tried so hard to fix it all but nothing seems to help

But I cannot hope to give you what I cannot give myself

Do you wish that you loved me?

(Smile back at me, please)