almost

I won't break apart

Couldn't say bye to my mama

Cuz I might break her heart

Two years after thinking

Of ending all the pain

I forgot what it really meant

To live like how I wanted

I won't break apart

Long nights

In the wrong fights

Didn't own mine

**** life

Anywhere I go

I don't feel at home

No one

left to cope with

Was all on my own

Nobody to talk to

No confidence

Yeah

Parents only wanna see on weekends

Learned the truth about the family situations

I've been piling up the drugs

for all the sleep ins

Yet I'm still here

Thinking about us

A lot of if's and could've maybes

But I guess this is what made me

But I guess this is what

Yet I'm still here

Thinking about me

So damn glad I didn't chase you

Cuz I know I need to live for

Myself and those around me

I won't break apart

Couldn't say bye to my mama

Cuz I might break up her heart

Two years after thinking

Of ending all the pain

I forgot what it really meant

To live like how I wanted

I won't break apart

Now I know

How I should

Treat myself when I'm on the low

Now I know

How I could

Change my ways to better myself

Now you know

Why I stay

Quiet in the crowds that you go

Now you know

Why I take

All the blame so that I can let go