How Could You

You said you were sober

So I let you come over

Your words pulled me closer

But your words **** me over

I kept on denyin'

So you kept on tryin'

You went too far for closure

Too far ****ed me over

I could just lie here, say,

"It's okay"

When I wanna rip

all the doors off this place

Set it on fire and just walk away

So I can feel anything else

but this weight

'Cause I let you in

when I needed space

And you crossed a line

when I pushed you away

How could you? How could you?

Oh, I more than regret you

You'vе convinced yourself

I let you

Thе better version of me

never met you

Never let you in my bedroom

Oh, all those shitty lines

and crooked blinds

And cheap red wine stains

Threaten suicide to change my mind

And keep me afraid

You want me to lie here,

and say, "It's okay"

When I wanna rip

all the doors off this place

Set it on fire and just walk away

So I can feel anything else

but this weight

'Cause I let you in

when I needed space

And you crossed a line

when I pushed you away

How could you? How could you?

I once loved a liar

'Cause he knew my name

Would rewrite the story

And make me to blame

How could you?