Drowning

Watching the walls in my head growing higher

Weight of my thoughts got me too tired to climb

I'm screaming for help as I suffer in silence

Knife at my neck and I'm numb to the violence

Chorus:

Cause I'm drowning

Head underwater I'm alone

I'm drowning

Caught in the undertow

The clouds in my head always block out the sun

I keep having nightmares of not waking up

Will I stay in here for a life time?

Who is the one to decide (who the **** am I?) if

Chorus 2:

I'm drowning

Head underwater I'm alone

I'm drowning

Caught in the undertow

And it feels like I'm trying to find something that was never even there

I'm drowning in the undertow