Up In The Clouds

I had a doubt

I had a vision

Something to worry about

I don’t do drugs

I don’t go out

They tell me to smoke but I’m out

They say I’m good

They say I’ve got this

Thought I’d be up in the clouds

I’m in the booth

I’ll sing my tunes

But how to make more people move?

I talk like I know what I’m doing

But who the **** really know shit

Everything’s changing, everything’s new

My plans change like my mood

I’m no longer 22

I know who I wanted to be

But I need to set me free

The world took more than it can hold

More anxiety

My mind, one day it might explode

Society

I, wanna care only the things I care

Rose-tinted eyes

Could you spare me with mercy and lies?

Would you set me free?

With your disguise

I see the sunlight, only when I stay up at night

Someone draw the line, so we can pick a side

I told you

I said they don’t care

If I die today

They’ll cry on my grave

Then search for another prey

Maybe, nobody’s so different cause different is what people fake

At last I seized the day

I got tumor when I was 19, after my father died

To be honest I ain’t afraid of life, but I need some time

To paint what’s on my mind

To be loved, to be great

To be good at things that live in plain sight

So I feel alive

But, what’s the point of it? It don’t even sit

Even if I make it to the top, where’s the tip of it?

What besides vanity that make you chase a dream?

Define greed, I want it but I don’t need;

You call it succeed

I figured it out

All by myself

I figured it out

I figured it out

I had a doubt

I had a vision

Something to worry about

I don’t do drugs

I don’t go out

They tell me to smoke but I’m out

They say I’m good

They say I’ve got this

Thought I’d be up in the clouds

I’m in the booth

I’ll sing my tunes

But how to make more people move? I

I see the sunlight, only when I stay up at night

Cause we’re born to die

So enjoy the flight

I wanna drench in your ocean

Wanna buy you some milk

Wanna swim in your brown eyes

And I

Wanna blow out the candles

Wanna bathe in your sweat

Wanna whisper a goodnight