Halzion

I’m seated into time, it’s passing by

Yet another hopeful thought of you

And despondently staring into a cold screen, at pictures

You and me were laughing loud

I wanted so much to avoid all scenes, I end up knowing more

I’m now surrounded, inside it, and days go by, rolling on

No matter what’s implied

Wish hope was all I needed to meet once again

I nod at all the words you speak

Yes, I believe, in return I’m all alone

As you’re leaving me here, sitting, as time is passing through

Many plans I’d put together

Memories of you, I’m feeling

I look for in my daily life

More days behind me

Yet to come, when in my hand, slip away, and I watch them fall

Since way before, I have been searching, it is gone

And I’m looking back and remembering what I am still holding onto

Draw lines and separate, don’t look back

Gates are facing reality, and I cast it off

It’s why I could not realize, realize

Outer fence, when I took my eyes off

Soul is warmed, arrays of blossoms

All, indeed, was something I could see

Wish I knew, wish I could have known of it

Too worn out is my heart

The closing doors I seal again, and stay over all alone

Enclosed in as I’m hiding, loose, and I am there lying

Sustaining, I’m the one you left alone, behind

Above, the blue-sky scenery

Those days of youth, eye can espy

I know deep inside of me, I can get it all back on board

I bring back atmospheres

Heartbeat is pacing as you vowed, “In love with you”

Allowing no one else to see, feelings I veil

While I’m still hiding with my hands

This moment I perceive, alive, inside, within my truth

Eyes are closing as I call back

While I sight it recreating, it’s a bright scene I think of

Those days behind me, living on

Scattered around, reflection in my mind

It was the vision I had, in flowers not budding in time

Now I can draw the hopes I pursue

Recall your tones and all you told

Those days of old, how beautifully time enfolds

We’ve been in a panorama in that moment of time

All feelings I took my eyes off, now unite in fate

Connect the ways where I could have walked, too

Those days behind me now are gone

I’m moving on to new horizons, I take off

And from now on, I will be walking, even if you’re gone

The two of us are smiling as I’m waving goodbye

Turn my back on that past as I started moving ahead