Holding On To Heartache

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holdin' onto heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by, love

The windy hell just over

We knew that all would change

Creates the strangest feelin'

Just know they waitin' for the end

I still have dreams about it

The moment since they came

The moment's never shown towards

Because we faded into darkness

I can still hear a silence

I can still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holdin' onto heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by, love

Holdin' onto heartache

The nights, the changin' seasons

Become the strangest days

I called you twice but then regretted it

And changed my number

The questions that I'm askin'

Where did it all go wrong?

There's endless versions of that thing

That keeps me driftin' back to darkness

I can still hear a silence

I can still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holdin' onto heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by, love

You know the party's over

When you're standin' in an empty space alone

And time can always heal ya

If you let it make its way into your bones

Nothing's ever easy

To be honest, I'm not easy by myself

The second that I see ya

The space between us just comes floodin' back

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holdin' onto heartache

You should be starin' at the sky

The birds just passin' by, love