Faded Out

I don’t wanna wake up, lately

The days are getting longer

It feels like I’m just going through the motions

I don’t know what’s wrong with me

I wanna try, I wanna care, I wanna feel alive like I used to

I wanna be someone, do something, but it feels a little like sleepwalking

I’m faded out

I keep trying to stand but

I’m falling down

I’m stuck inside a loop

Why can’t I shake off

Is it not enough, to wanna get better?

I’m faded out

And It’s not getting better

Give me something real to hold on to

Because I don’t know what’s real anymore

I’m walking through a haze tryna find you

The person that I was before

I gave it all, and I found a hole, that I didn’t know was hiding

Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong, and I’ve been out lost

Sleepwalking

I’m faded out

I keep trying to stand but

I’m falling down

I’m stuck inside a loop

Why can’t I shake off

Is it not enough, to wanna get better?

I’m faded out

And It’s not getting better

I wanna find some piece of mind

I need a lifeline please somebody please somebody

I can’t seem to wake up

Something’s gotta give before I give up

I can’t live like this

I hate everything I feel cause I don’t feel anything anymore

And i don’t know why oh why

I just wanna stop time and catch my breath

I’m faded out

I keep trying to stand but

I’m falling down

I’m stuck inside a loop

Why can’t I shake off

Is it not enough, to wanna get better?

I’m faded out

And It’s not getting better