Good Day to Be My Dealer

Working on my god complex

No in-between

I'm feeling like a goddamn mess

Deep spiraling

I clinch my teeth and smile

I've been stable for a while

And I've got a feeling I'm not in the clear

Chill out, it's not that big of a deal

Calm down, not all your feelings are real

Come on, bitch, get over yourself

I'm in hell, goddammit

I'm so sorry, I can hardly look myself in my mirror

I'm so ****ing weird

Come on over, I'm too sober

Can't get high off my tears

Must be a good day to be my dealer

Just got back on my Prozac

Still freaking out

I'm pacing round the CVS

God help me now

It might be in my head

But I'm running out of friends

Now, who can blame them? I can be a lot

Come on, bitch, get ovеr yourself

I'm in hell, goddammit

I'm so sorry, I can hardly look myself in my mirror

I'm so ****ing wеird

Come on over, I'm too sober

Can't get high off my tears

Must be a good day to be my dealer

I'm so sorry pity party

All my demons are here

Talking in my ear

Come on over, I'm too sober

Can't get high off my tears

Must be a good day to be my dealer (To be my dealer)

Working on my god complex

Deep spiraling I'm -