selfish (i wished you hated me)

歌词
drown me in despair
将我浸在绝望里
i’m broken
我支离破碎
way beyond repair
难以修补
from sulking
生着闷气
over the times that we’d never get back
时过境迁 过往难寻
drunk every night with a cigarette pack
每晚醉倒的同时 还不忘点上一根烟
but it’s only fair
但这很公平
that i’m broken
我支离破碎
way beyond repair
难以修补
i know that
我明白
it’s all my fault, i’m guilty as charged
都是我的错 我愧疚难当
i’d end it all but that’s not what you want
我会结束一切 但这并非你所求
so it’s hard to bear
所以有点难以忍受
cuz i know you still care
我知道你还在乎
but i wished you hated me
但我倒希望你能恨我
as much as you tried to
就像你希望的那样
but you’d never hate
但你对我的恨
me as much as i do
远远不及我对自己的恨意啊
and my only fear for
当我不在这儿的时候
when i’m no longer here
我只害怕
is that you’ll find someone else
你寻得新人
who’ll deserve all your tears
值得你流干泪水的人
and i know that sounds selfish
也许听起来有点自私
but i just can’t help it
但我也无能为力
been well prepared
我已经准备好
to go now
向前进发
i’ll be somewhere
我会在某地出现
you know how
你懂的
i tend to leave all the ones that i love
我总离开深爱的人
just to pretend like i won’t give a ****
装作不在乎
to see what we built
看着我们建起的高楼
become a ghost town
变成荒凉鬼城
swallowed by guilt, like my pills
我被愧疚吞噬 就像我服的药
i’ve broken down
我支离破碎
every night, i go through withdrawals
每晚我都要去提款
but it’s only right for all of my wrongs
至少对我做的错事来说 应该这样做
it’d be easier to bear
如果你没在乎过
if you never cared
我会好受些
i wished you hated me
但我倒希望你能恨我
as much as you tried to
就像你希望的那样
but you’d never hate
但你对我的恨
me as much as i do
远远不及我对自己的恨意啊
and my only fear for
当我不在这儿的时候
when i’m no longer here
我只害怕
is that you’ll find someone else
你寻得新人
who deserve all your tears
值得你流干泪水的人
and i know that sounds selfish
也许听起来有点自私
but i just can’t help it
但我也无能为力
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