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She was part of the air force
她曾是空军的一员
I was part of the band
而我是乐队的一员
I always used to burst into her hand
我曾常常碰到她的手
In my imagination
但不过是我脑中幻想罢了
I was living my best life
我那时过着最好的生活
Living with my parents
和父母生活在一起
Way before the paying penance and verbal propellants
并未需要进行自我忏悔 或是滥用药物
And my cancellations
也并未受到无端抵制 <指互联网的取消文化/ 应指的是2020年Matty因blm运动相关事情注销推特账号>
And I fell in love with a boy,
我爱上了一个男孩
it was kinda lame
这说出来有些难为情
I was Rimbaud and he was Paul Verlaine
我是Rimbaud 而他是Paul Verlaine <Arthur Rimbaud与Paul Verlaine 是法国19世纪诗人>
In my imagination
在我的脑海幻想着这段爱恋
So many cringes in the heroin binges,
经历太多次畏缩 依靠药物不断逃避着
I was coming off the hinges,
我逃避真正重要的
Living on the fringes of my imagination
始终沉浸于幻想的边缘
Enough about me now
关于我 谈的已经足够多了
‘You gotta talk about the people baby’
"你得谈谈大家 挚爱"
Now I’m at home - somewhere I don’t like
现在我独处家中 - 这儿已不算我喜爱的地方
Eating stuff off of motorbikes
吃着送来的外卖
Coming to her lookalikes
遇见与她极为相似的女孩
I can’t get the language right
我还不能很好掌握正确的话术 (指政治正确这一现象)
Just tell me what’s unladylike
请告诉我<不够雅观>究竟为何意
I know some ‘Vaccinista tote bag chic baristas’
我认识一些背着Vaccinista字样挎包的时髦咖啡师们 <Vaccinista即vaccinated/接种了疫苗的 这样的变化或许更押韵 也或许更加"时髦">
sitting in east on their communista keisters
坐在东边的共享手提箱上
writing about their ejaculations
记录着他们每一次纵享快感之刻
I like my men like I like my coffee
"我爱着我的男人 好比我爱着我的咖啡
Full of soy milk and so sweet it won’t offend anybody whilst
里面加了许多豆奶 甜滋滋的 无意冒犯到任何人"
staining the pages of the nation
与此同时 不慎弄脏了国家杂志的内页(也在暗示某些文化现象对社会产生了不良影响)
A Xanax and a Newport
一片Xanax与一支新港薄荷烟
‘I take care of my kids’ she said
"我会照顾好我的孩子的" 她说道
The worst inside of us begets that feeling on the internet
你我内心最阴暗的一面 构成互联网盛行的风气
It’s like someone intended it
就像有人刻意操纵着
A diamond in the rough begets the diamond with a scruff you get
看似是掩藏平庸下的闪耀光芒 实际上 不过是昙花一现罢了
Am I ironically woke?
难道众人皆醉我独醒么
The butt of my joke?
我究竟在戏谑谁?
Or am I just some post-coke, average, skinny bloke
或者说 我不过是一个沉迷药物 平庸至极 身材瘦削的家伙么
calling his ego imagination?
一遍遍高呼着他自以为是的幻想
I’ve not picked up that in 1,400 days
我已经有1400天
and 9 hours and 16 minutes babe -
9小时16分钟没有再拾起恶习了
it’s kind of my daily iteration
那是我一成不变的日常
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