I Hate Myself, I Want To Party

Who knows when you will call me

And I could meet you at the bar again

I hate myself

I want to party

And pretend that I'm a star again

Well in my mind

I'm riding around

In the backseat

Drinking it subtle

And my friends know

Anything goes

And I'm a good

I'm playing with trouble but

I hate myself

I want to party

And pretend that I'm a part of something

But instead I watch TV

**** my girl

Check my phone, babe

PS5

Change my shirt

And drink alone, babe

And only I can bring me down

And keep me stuck at home

Keep me stuck at home

I thought I couldn't make a song now

But I think I'm gonna write again

I had a year to let my body

Figure out its parts again

But in my mind

I'm riding around

In the backseat

Drinking it subtle

And my friends know anything goes

And I'm a good girl playing with trouble but

I hate myself

I want to party

Pretend that I'm a part of something

But instead I watch TV

**** my girl

Check my phone, babe

PS5

Change my shirt

And drink alone, babe

And only I can bring me down

And only I can bring me down

And only I can bring me down

And keep me stuck at home

And keep me stuck at home

And keep me stuck at home

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

And I know it's my track

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

Gonna take it right back

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

It was never my track

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

Gonna take it right back

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

And it's never my track

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

Gonna take it right back

I don't wanna live like that

I don't wanna live like that

Gonna take it right back

I don't wanna live like that