When I Fall Asleep

Do you believe that what you see

Is as it seems and there’s nothing in between

What if you peeked and underneath

Was all machine and nobody heard you scream

Even if you tried, what if you were paralyzed?

Would you sterilize everything you memorized?

I’ll never reach an inner peace

‘Cause I’m a creep and they don’t want me to feel

The same routine, it just repeats

Until you bleed like we’re running on a wheel

But it’s all a lie, just a cup of cyanide

That they televise every minute of our lives

That we’re so divine living in a paradise

While we colonize every bit of wildlife

Tryna make it through the day now

‘Cause any minute I’ma have a breakdown

I don’t wanna be awake now

‘Cause I can’t even tell what’s real and fake now

When I fall asleep all my dreams come true

(Yeah I don’t even wanna be awake now)

Sick of this place, trapped in a maze

Want to escape but I’ve already overstayed

I’m not afraid to be erased

Without a trace, come and take me far away

Spending all my time staring up at satellites

Wonder what it’s like looking from the other side

I just wanna find any kind of sign of life

‘Cause I’ve been feeling like maybe I was left behind

Tryna make it through the day now

‘Cause any minute I’ma have a breakdown

I don’t wanna be awake now

‘Cause I can’t even tell what’s real and fake now

When I fall asleep all my dreams come true

(Yeah I don’t even wanna be awake now)

I come unwound, feet off the ground

We’re solar bound and we’re going all the way

Another round, we’re out of bounds

No turning ‘round ‘cause we’re going all the way