歌词与中文翻译
Digging through my mind and memories,
我记忆贮藏的最深处
I remember once you told me,
你曾那样同我说
That nobody’d care if I disappeared,
说我即使消失也罢
And I believed every word
我也便自菲薄
Everyday I’d stare at my reflection,
我在我的倒影里
But all I ever saw was imperfection,
只看到脆弱
I’d cry at the mirror
我求救的哭声
But no one would hear
全然返回我一人的耳朵
You never let them listen
你一声令下 世界孤立我
Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey,
多希望天色别再灰沉
Wish I was better, and knew what to say,
多希望我成为更好的人
It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game
我在危机四伏的游戏里无法脱身
Fake it till I make it
伪装幸福的模样
Till I’m finally okay
渐渐分不清真诚
Hadn’t seen the sun for an eternity,
太阳好像已经是古老的纪念品
Skirting round the borderline of sanity,
我虚脱的理智也奄奄一息
I’d scream at the wind but no one would listen,
风是我唯一的倾听者
You never let them in
但你也不愿它们靠近
Tell me that I’ll reach a destination,
我不是在无终地奔跑吧
Cause Oh my God I’m running out of patience,
难耐的至少有个尽头吧
Swear on my life I’ll be alright,
生活本身就是赌注的话
Just tired of these burning eyes
我干涩的双眼会生出花
Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey,
记忆里的天是晴的就好了
Wish I was better, and knew what to say,
记忆里的我更勇敢些就好了
It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game
我还未挣脱这场伤耗的残局
Fake it till I make it
假装擅长就会好的
Till I’m finally okay
直到我真的如意
Take back your conscience and your crimes,
收起你伪善的嘴脸
Every minute of your time,
你无时无刻不在侵蚀
Get the f*ck out of my mind
我疮痍的信心
Take back your weapons and your words
你所中伤也将毒化你
Put the seconds on reverse
把你梏在一切之初
All this hatred u deserve
你要扛着憎恨而活
U deserve, u deserve
你要赎的罪，要深深烙刻
Wish that the weather wasn’t so grey,
如果风和日丽，
Wish I was better, and knew what to say,
如果我不沉默，
It feels like I’m playing a dangerous game
我会不会能够了却这折磨
Fake it till I make it
如果暂时无能为力
Till I’m finally okay
我先假装无恙看看
Now I hardly ever feel depleted
如今我不常力竭神疲
Cause when I smile I genuinely mean it,
我微笑时全身都在自在呼吸
Knowing myself I don’t need help
我学会看清和拒绝
From you or anyone else
你粉饰出的援助
Jealousy corrupts your standards
嫉妒生于你的短浅
Like melodies with empty lanterns
像虚有其表的乐音
But when he laughs it heals my heart
而他有最温醇的笑
It makes me feel enough
共苦同甘 举案齐眉