Swim

You say you’re never loud but you shout what you’re given 

Moving in a space where you doubt what you’re living

“Capabilities” they deceive all the focus

Roaming through a dream with an unfulfilling motive   

Say you’re better now, but your mouth fills with poison 

Don’t bend

Negotiating who’s credit is earned in this

I 

I fell in 

Am i drowning?

Or am I just learning how to swim?

I 

I’m sinking 

If i push up from the bottom 

Will I breathe again?

Crying to a page that you wish you could soak up

Witness your decay, hold it in, than erupt  

Where’s the restoration of a hand so withered?

Hope you can forget what you let come hither 

Say you’re better now but your hearts still bitter.

Don’t bend

Negotiating who’s credit is earned in this

I 

I fell in 

Am i drowning?

Or am I just learning how to swim?

I 

I’m sinking 

If i push up from the bottom 

Will I breathe again?