Why Can't I Be Normal?

Living in the dark world

I never could find out

Why you put me through it all

Keep me in the dark love

I never figured out

Why you put me through it all

Why can't I speak to anyone else?

Why can't I be normal?

I can't think straight, like everyone else

No one thinks I'm lovely

I'm too close to leave you

I never told you why

But you sit back when I cry

And it seems to coarse to even be true

And I felt so close to running from you

And you pull me back whenever a doubt comes through

Im in my own way

And I know its sad when I will keep calling you

And I know its hard to be when I won't get through

Yeah, I know

Why can't I speak to anyone else?

Why can't I be normal?

I can't go out without breaking down

Thats why no one wants me

I'm too close

I'm too close

Im too close

I'm too close

I'm too close

Im too close to leave, to leave, to leave

And now you go

And it feels too close to falling in you but

But I can't keep up with all that you put me through

So no, I don't know you

And it feels too coarse to even be true

And I can't keep up with all that you put me through

Why should I even trust you?