crash

Crash, over the edge, over the edge

Crash, not just pretend, not just pretend

Crash, never again, never again

That's what I tell myself

I'm looking for something else

Don't know what I came here for

Sitting on the ocean floor

And I can't even swim

'Cause I can't feel my limbs

Will it always feel this way?

If I'm not numb, I feel afraid

I'm barely keeping up

Will I be enough?

Baby, just dive, free-falling

Baby, don't hide, let it begin

Oh, let it begin

And I don't wanna--

Crash, over the edge, over the edge

Crash, not just pretend, not just pretend

Crash, never again

That's what I tell myself

I'm looking for something else

I left(?) you at the chemicals

I put you on a pedestal

Alone on bad days

You were always right

You said--

Baby, just dive, free-falling

Baby, don't hide, let it begin

Oh, let it begin

And I don't wanna--

Crash, over the edge, over the edge

Crash, not just pretend, not just pretend

(And I don't wanna) Crash, never again, never again

That's what I tell myself

I'm looking for something else

I am attracted to the light

And at times it can be destructive

But sometimes change is required to grow

And right after the sunset

The sky is painted a deep, rich shade of blue

That reminds me why I'm still here

And why I shouldn't give up

Because without all the pain I've felt

I wouldn't appreciate the beauty

That came afterwards

This is my Blue Hour