歌词
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
早已厌倦了你对我的期翼
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
无力伪装 信仰丧失
Don't know what you are expecting of me
不知道你还在期待着什么
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
重压之下 顺着你的意愿 徒劳挣扎
Every step I take is another mistake to you
于你而言 我所迈下的每一步都是在伤害你
Every step I take is another mistake to you
因为 我没有全然听从你 我伤到你了
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
木僵侵蚀着我，以至于无法感知你的存在
I've become so tired so much more aware
身心疲惫，脑壳空空，却无比清醒
I've becoming this all I want to do
愈发堕落了 我所有想做的
Is be more like me and be less like you
只是等待一场华丽的蜕变，再也不受你约束
Can't you see that you're smothering me
你极端的控制欲令我窒息
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
你紧紧操控着我，是因为害怕失去我吧
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
你所有的期待
Has fallen apart right in front of you
土崩瓦解，灰飞烟灭
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
无论我怎么做，都避免不了伤害到你
And every second I waste is more than I can take
我陷入虚无，每一分每一秒，似乎都是浪费
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
木僵的我已经察觉不到你对我的好了
I've become so tired so much more aware
我没法表现出疲惫，却毅然清醒
I've becoming this all I want to do
我逐渐变成这般颓废模样
Is be more like me and be less like you
我想要做出改变，我想要为自己而活
And I know
我知道
I may end up failing too
没准我会以失败而告终
But I know
但我同样清楚
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
你也会因为他人对你失望而备受打击，因为我没有按照你所想的那样
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
情感钝化的我又该如何感知你的存在
I've become so tired so much more aware
真的很累，大脑却无比清醒
I've becoming this all I want to do
我所有想做的
Is be more like me and be less like you
只是想逃离你的掌控 可似乎永远无法解脱
I've become so numb
对不起，我好麻木
I'm tried of being what you want me to be
让我做一会自己吧
I've become so numb
如此的麻木不仁
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
别逼我了，好累
You指抑郁障碍or生活or操控者；Numb指“抑郁型木僵”（个人对这首歌的理解，不喜勿喷）
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