If You Knew

You go round and make it look easy

I don't want no fights when you see me

Used to think bout flights out to Fiji

Thinking bout those nights when you need me

I have nights when I need you

Laying up but I need sleep

Didn't know you would leave too

I just wish I could see you

If you knew how much things really mattered

If you knew how much you meant to me

If my days are numbered it don't matter

As long as you spend them all with me

I drank too much tonight

You got me feeling crazy

I want you by my side

I wish you'd be my baby

Did this too many times

Don't know how long you'll phase me

Did this too many times

Did this too many

If you knew how much things really mattered

If you knew how much you really meant to me

If my days are numbered it don't matter

As long as you spend them all with me

When I look through the (yeah yeah) empty window

(Can't help it)

I feel like I'm home

Cause I might be too high now

But I feel worse when im down

This is the life I'll never know

Can't find time to (oh)

I don't want to be that guy

Even though everybody been like that

Do it for the cash, man

Push it, get past

How many problems from the past

How many times you left

She says she gone do what she has to do

But she's not done with you

If you knew how much things really mattered

If you knew how much you really meant to me

If my days are numbered it don't matter

As long as you spend them all with me

(She's not done with you, always falling apart)