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[Chorus]

Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be

I know they watch at night from the end of the street

I hope she lives this life though we never will meet

I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me

It's just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead

Can't swim can't fly so you live in between

Will it be alright at a thousand degrees

Those hands still grab what they can't even see

[Verse 1]

Lately, I been feeling really masculine

I want boobs, want to feel up on the baddest chick

Being honest, I don't wanna bе with average

Is that a standard or an ego that I battlе with

I can't tell, baby you know that I'm adamant

I meant well, so I don't know why you're mad at it

My brother's in jail no my father wasn't having it

Kicked him out, now he living with a crowd of kids

[Bridge]

People are evil, that much I've learned

My mother hates how I bear her curse

She loves me a lot but she hits me the worst

Imma free my siblings, hope they're not hurt

First beating I remember from my father

Was when I came home from school and I ain't say hi to stepmother

Now my brother undercover acting like he really loved her

And she told me pack my bags, delete my Facebook; don't tell others

So I took my clothes and I packed them

She says don't you pack the clothes that I bagged bruh

I thought she meant to leave the clothes that she got us

So I packed the shit I came with and dad bruh

That nigga walked in like why'd you lie on her

Said she told me pack my shit cause I ain't say hi to her

Then she said "I never said that"

Like what you mean you never said that?

I got beat that day

For something I ain't say

Now I'm older yay

And I got shit to say

I got beat that day

For something I ain't say

Now I'm older yay

And I got shit to say

[Chorus]

Knew when I locked with those eyes what I wanted to be

I know they watch at night from the end of the street

I hope she lives this life though we never will meet

I know they laugh and hide in the darker than me

It's just a dumb, dumb life that you wanted to lead

Can't swim can't fly so you live in between

Will it be alright at a thousand degrees

Those hands still grab what they can't even see