Hard Being Alive

I stay in, I wake up

Overthink things while asleep

And it's true that I'm out but I still feel lonely

I take walks, I smoke up, do the things they told me

But I know, I'm f**ked, it's a ceremony

Our demons are on our side

Stay married to the hard times

And if I was a king, I'd tell you all to run and hide

So much that we don't like, so many can be unkind

I'm not saying I've died but I feel so dead inside

Oh today it's hard being alive

If I sleep now I think that I'll be fine

What's the problem? It's so hard to decide

Oh today, it's hard being alive

Can't be late, my mistake

God, this happens often

Woke up with a headache

It was 3 o'clock then

I'll be fine, I'll move on

Use me till I'm all gone

I don't have a reason, don't tell anyone

Our demons are on our side

Stay married to the hard times

And if I was a king, I'd tell you all to run and hide

So much that we don't like, so many can be unkind

I'm not saying I've died but I feel so dead inside

Oh today it's hard being alive

If I sleep now I think that I'll be fine

What's the problem? It's so hard to decide

Oh today it's hard being alive

Hard being alive

Hard being alive

Hard being alive

Hard being alive