If I Ever Thought

For real for real

Can you imagine being me

Just know you can't for real

No d**gs whole lot of money whole lot of speculations

You couldn't even imagine

Can I think out loud

Can I tell myself I'm proud

You ever looked in the mirror and said you foul 'cause you living wild

Can I speak out loud

Is anybody listening

It may take a while

May have a lot to say you heard me

But this ain't therapy

This that ex-d**g dealer hall of fame jersey

This that kept it gangster in every song

I might be living wrong

This that in the kitchen cooking bricks up in the zone

This that spin the block and spin again until they gone

This that once you got up you went put your n***as on

This that you can't trust no b***h so you can't find love

At all

This that f**k security we take pistols in the club

This that he so quiet they don't know what he be thinkin'

Millions on my mind if we ain't gettin' money why we linkin'

I don't get high to just be high if we ain't celebratin' why we drinkin'

Big Gotti I do big s**t I don't know what you n***as thinkin'

Yeah yeah

Sometimes I cry when I'm alone

Most times I don't answer my phone

I be talking to God like Am I wrong

I do whatever I gotta do to make it home

But snitch

Don't never think Gotti alone

I don't move like that

Yeah I'm mister no pressure yeah I'm smooth like that

Don't be speaking 'bout we ain't cool like that

So many times I done been doubted

You n***as should know that I'm 'bout it

Gangster but I ain't that proud about it

Yeah my visions on billions

My visions on building buildings

Making street n***as millions

I don't gossip or do rumors I don't excercise feelings

You internet gangster-a*s n***as I ain't feeling

I'm flawless I ain't never fold

All this pressure and I ain't never told

N***a

Big Gotti big Memphis you know what I'm saying

Big CMG

Big um

Big everything n***a to you little-a*s n***as