i always end up leaving.

歌词
I don't know how to say things that I know are gonna hurt you
我不知道怎么去说那些我明知将会伤到你的话
I don't know how to carry this burden but I still do
我不知道怎么去背负这个重担但我依就如此
Growing up hasn't made much sense since I left school
自从我离开学校成长失去了意义
Now I'm all alone in my room thinking how did I **** this up again?
现在,我孓然一身思考着如何再次搞糟这一切?
'Cause when you're down
因为当你下坠时
I'm not around
我不在你身旁
When you call for me
当你呼唤我时
I turn down the sound
我调小了铃声
Instead of facing what I know
相比面对我已知的
I turn away out of hope
我离开是出于希望
That maybe someday I won't think of leaving
或许有一天我将不再想离开
When you need me
当你需要我时
And I know you wonder how I spend my time
我知道你好奇我怎样消磨我的时光
'Cause when you text me I take two days to reply
因为当你给我发消息时我用了两天来回复你
And I don't know why you won't leave me
我也知道为什么你不会离开我
The man I am is half of who I used to be
我已不是过去的我了
'Cause when you're down
当你失重时
I'm not around
我不在你身旁
When you call for me
当你呼唤我时
I turn down the sound
我调小了铃声
Instead of facing what I know
相比面对我已知的
I turn away out of hope
我离开是出于希望
That maybe someday I won't think of leaving
或许有一天我将不再想离开
When you need me
当你需要我时
I'm doubting myself
我怀疑自己
Cause everything I said is in the past
因为我所说的一切都是过去
That's the past
那就是过去
Thought that we were gonna last
我以为我们会永远在一起
We could've been happy ever after
我们本可以像童话故事般从此过上幸福的生活
Now we're a disaster
但是现在我们之间就是一场灾难
And I couldn't run away faster
我也不能快速逃离出来
Cause I never could give you what you want
因为我从没给过你想要的
I tell myself that 'cause I don't know what I want(hold up)
我告诉自己那是因为我不知道自己要什么
I need a lesson on self love
我需要一节课教我自爱
No I don't need drugs
我并不需要药物麻痹
Now you've gone I just really wanna see ya
现在你离开了我只是很想说再见
'Cause when you're down
因为当你踩空时
I'm not around
我不在你身旁
When you call for me
当你呼唤我时
I turn down the sound
我调小了铃声
Instead of facing what i know
相比面对我已知的
I turn away out of hope
我离开是出于希望
That maybe someday I won't think of leaving
或许有一天我将不再想离开
When you need me
当你需要我时
I always end up leaving
我总是离开
So where do you need me?
你需要我为你奔赴时
I always end up leaving
我总是离开
When you need me
当你需要我时
(hello?)
(你在吗?)
专辑信息
1.i always end up leaving.
2.when u need me.