Fulfillment?

I'll take my shit out of the box

I guess

It's too late to feel so loss

I bet

All this seems to kind of drag

Behind in my red wagon ride

Just relax

Lighten the load of all the things that make me want to gag

Get rid of the you and me and him and her and this and that

Kicking and screaming

Pulling the things that made me happiest

I stay awake

Just me and my cherry radio flyer

Dreaming of all the ways we'll push higher

Hoping that one of these days feels a bit lighter

And i hope i'll find

Something

To live for, for

Stop for a second

Take a breath

Learn a lesson

Staring at the walls for something new

In my mind I'm living in the zoo

Tryna pet the animals

Just step back

Lighten the load of all the things that i don't have to pack

Would it be wrong if i just chose to leave it here?

Like my sandals

And my sunscreen

Or my passport

And my daydreams

****, i don't need my daydreams

I stay awake

One foot in front of then next on the wire

Praying if there's a god

I don't look down now!

Praying this is the day

I get it right now?

Oh right now hope i'll

Find

Something

To live for, for

Hope I'll find

Something

To live for, for

Before i long got for ya

Don't look down

Don't look down

Don't look down

Don't look