歌词
They say that it gets better, just get over the hump
他们说只要克服困难就会好起来的
But I hate the East Coast weather and the person I've become
但我讨厌东海岸的天气和现在的自己
Everyday the band might break up and no therapist can help
我的乐队每天都可能会解散，也没有心理医生能为我提供帮助
But this is me, just feeling sorry for myself
但这就是真正的我，一个自怨自艾的我
SNL and Fallon seemed easy at eighteen
在18点的时候，《周六夜现场》和《吉米秀》（均为美国谈话类综艺节目）看起来很轻松
Everyone's your biggest fan until the day you don't succeed
每个人都把你当做偶像，直到你跌入谷底的那一天
And I know I sound dramatic and ungrateful for my health
我知道这句话可能有点夸张，也有点在调侃我的健康
But this is me, just feeling sorry for myself
但这就是我，为自己感到难过的我
I wish that I was small enough
我希望我能够变得很小
To drown inside this paper cup
小到可以淹没在这个纸杯里
And nobody would find me, no need for feeling lonely
这样就没有人会找到我，我也不需要感到孤独
No crying over cards I've been dealt
我不会为我选择的这条路而哭泣
Or feeling sorry for myself
也不会对自己感到难过
I just can't seem to go vegan, and the world, it hates my guts
我似乎无法成为素食主义者，这个世界恨我入骨
I wish that I could call up Jesus, tell Him what the **** is up
我希望我可以打电话给上帝，告诉他我的人生一团糟
I'm Peter Pan who's lost his magic, all my youth fell off a shelf
我是失去魔法的Peter Pan，青春年华已经不复存在
But this is me, just feeling sorry for myself
但这就是真正的我，自怨自艾的我
Yeah, I ask a lot of questions, like, "Will Cara fall in love?
我有很多问题，比如"Cara会坠入爱河吗？
Will Alex find the right girl, will Nicky get another job?"
Alex会找到合适的女孩吗？Nicky会不会再找到一份工作？"
'Cause I can't even write a pop song, I can only storytell
我对于写歌这件事毫无头绪，我只会堆砌故事
So this is me, just feeling sorry for myself
然而这就是我，为自己感到痛苦的我
I wish that I was small enough
我希望我能够变得很小
To drown inside this paper cup
小到可以淹没在这个纸杯里
And nobody would find me, no need for feeling lonely
这样就没有人会找到我，我也不需要感到孤独
No crying over cards I've been dealt
我不会为我选择的这条路而哭泣
Or feeling sorry for myself
也不会对自己感到难过
My love language is nothing, maybe I just need a hug
我不太会说情话，可能对我来说我只需要一个拥抱
If you're listening to this song, just know you're my parachute, you're my blood
如果你在听这首歌，你只用知道你是我的退路，你是我的一切
And I know it's not the end, only time can tell
我知道这不是结束，但是只有时间可以证明这些
But this is me and I know I'm kinda boring, and I'm borderline annoying
但这就是我，有点无聊和无趣的我
But this is me, feeling sorry for myself
这就是我，为自己感到痛苦的我
They say that it gets better
他们说一切都会好起来的
Why'd you call me? I can't even steer and drive
你为什么要打电话？我什么都做不了
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