Version of Me

I never really told the truth

To anyone and the reasons why

I always tend to disappear

But lately

It's been harder to hide behind

This picture of me

And as time goes by

I realize

It's too much for me to carry

Don't have the words

But I need to talk about it

I know I do, I know I do

Don't have the words

But I keep thinking about it

It's all I do, it's all I do

'Cause I'm tired of this make believe

And I'm running out of things to be

But I know the only thing that you see

Is a made up version of me

I'm so tired of this make believe

And I'm running out of things to be

But I know the only thing that you see

Is a made up version of me

I promise

If I could figure out what's wrong

I'd put it into a song

And perfectly articulate

What's been going on

I wish it could be that easy

And I wish I had all the answers

But I don't even know if

I'm asking the right questions

Don't have the words

But I need to talk about it

I know I do, I know I do

Don't have the words

But I keep thinking about it

It's all I do, it's all I do

'Cause I'm tired of this make believe

And I'm running out of things to be

But I know the only thing that you see

Is a made up version of me

I'm so tired of this make believe

And I'm running out of things to be

But I know the only thing that you see

Is a made up version of me

I changed so many times

I don't know the difference between

A lie and the truth

And I don't know which version of me

Is standing here in front of you, oh

'Cause I'm tired of this make believe

And I'm running out of things to be

But I know the only thing that you see

Is a made up version of me

I'm so tired of this make believe

And I'm running out of things to be

But I know the only thing that you see

Is a made up version of me

'Cause I don't have the words

But I keep thinking about it

No, I don't have the words

For what I'm going through

I'm going through

I'm going through