Heartbroken

I've been trying to move forward I'm trying

But every tear that falls steady be crying

I come with pain lately I been avoiding you

Might sound crazy baby I been saving you

Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you

I don't care about winnin I be hurt if I lose you

Broken hearted baby I been crying

Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Broken hearted baby I been crying

Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Don't know the last time I done smiled It's been a while

I done broke down into tears Trey done lost trial

He had trial the same week as my birthday

Now tell me how the **** I'm supposed to celebrate this day

Look me in my eyes and try to see passed my fears

Cause I been broke lil conscious tryna heal myself over the years

I got a world on my shoulders I can't no longer hold it

I know I always save the day but today I need a shoulder

I been abused while I was a child probably why I don't ever smile

Everybody out will take the ends but they won't do the mile for me

I broke down deep in tears my mama say she proud of me

Everybody say they love me but I don't think they notice me

I come with pain lately I been avoiding you

Might sound crazy baby I been saving you

Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you

I don't care about winnin I be hurt if I lose you

Broken hearted baby I been crying

Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Broken hearted baby I been crying

Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Running away from you loving you from a distance

Taking a step back from reality to see what I'm missin

I really meant it when I told you

That I love you I just show it different

Give them loyalty then they crossed me it's become a sequence

I really hate when I feel in love it's just a time of the season

Jumped in these skreets

When I know god didn't have no time for a reason

I was always chosen different I ain't wanna be

I watched my mama get abused I remember that time he beat her

I know you're tired of me being these streets

Rather be on a island with me

I can't forget where I came from these streets a part of me

Loving me is like love and basketball take a gamble with me

Look me in my eyes and see yourself that's a father's eyes I see

I come with pain lately I been avoiding you

Might sound crazy baby I been saving you

Baby I'm a killer but I feel safe with you

I don't care about winnin I be hurt if I lose you

Broken hearted baby I been crying

Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

Broken hearted baby I been crying

Trying to overcome my pain I been trying

I been trying

I been crying

Whoa

I been trying

Whoa