The Dependence

I request that you tell me

Time to time, I forget me

No laments that it's over

Keep on chasing my bliss

Can't open the door out of here

The key slips and falls through my fumbling hands to the floor

You fly up high in the blue

I can not copy you

You love everything, and everyone loves you back too

I spend all day at my desk, chin on hands

Please cure me

In the end there's no change

Time for a new antibiotic

Last night was unlucky

Blew out my car's tire

Sound nearly ruptured my eardrums

Outside carnival

I stare out

Wonder how I screwed my whole life up

I am not the man I want to be

You're the burning hot sun

You give off dazzling light

You love everything, and everyone loves you right back

I'm not I spend all day at my desk, chin on hands

Everyday time for a new antibiotic

Please cure me

In childhood we ran free

Laughed all night

But I grew out of that, into my sighs

Cold lonely

Thoughts of you

Fantasies of hugging

That way I can still touch you from here

Breathe it in then breathe it out

Cracking throat dry lips

Drip sweat sting eyes

Want to have all of you within me

You fly up high in the blue

I can not copy you

You love everything, and everyone loves you back too

I spend all day at my desk, chin on hands

Please cure me

In the end there's no change

Time for a new antibiotic

In childhood we ran free

Laughed all night

But I grew out of that, into my sighs