歌词
La la la la la
啦啦啦
La la la la la
啦啦啦
La la
啦啦
La la la la la (that little GREY Area)
啦啦啦啦啦(灰色地带专辑名)
La la la la la
啦啦
La la
啦啦
要聊那些我并不相信的东西是件很难的事情
Yo, Its hard to talk about something that I don’t believe in
“爱”，你能告诉我我一直以来梦想着的到底有什么意义
L.o.v.e can you tell me whats the meaning I’ve been dreaming
你到底是怎么能做到这么虚伪的？我叹为观止
How the **** was you that deceitful I didn’t see it
我很难跟你们描述这个人，你们得亲眼见见他
Hard for me to paint the picture you’ll just have to meet him
我把我的一切都给了你
Gave my all to you
还想给你更多
Wanted to give more to you
你当初应该对自己更诚实一点，又没有人逼你
Shoulda been honest with yourself nobody was forcing you
Chuck，我甚至不生你的气，我只是在怪我自己
I ain’t even mad at you Chuck I’m just mad at me
我应该好好学习我妈妈教我的技巧
Shoulda known better mummy taught me better strategy
现在我仍然感到心痛
Still it burns
我猜这是一种眷顾也是一种诅咒
Guess it s a blessing and a curse
生活继续，这只是我受到的又一个教训
Life goes on its another lesson learned
大脑已经清醒，你能够听到它正常的旋律
Mind switched on you can hear it in the verse right
但是你并不会知道它实际上有多么痛苦
But you will never know how much it really hurts
总是在想象着那些事情 如此清晰又生动
Image it so vivid so clear
啊我的爱
Oh my dear
你根本不知道我眼中的你
You have no idea who I know here
我毫不犹豫地会想要跟你一起快活
Think fast be on your A game
我竟然傻到会认为我们已经达成了什么共识
Silly for me to think we was on the same page
你完全没有了解现在的人们是什么样的
You really don’t know anybody these days
现在会有这么个女人，她为他而停留，这可真是个美丽的故事
She stays for he’s sake a sweet phase
困惑
Mind spinning
时间流逝
The clock ticking
我的灵魂出走
My soul missing
让我确信你就是那个特别的人
Did well to convince me that you’re so different
你给别人一英尺时，他们会想要得到一英里
Give someone an inch and they will take a mile
可能会需要点时间，
It might take a while
但现在我仍然认清了你就是那样做的，用那种最虚伪的方式
Now I see you’ve approached this in the fakest style
这一定是个大灾难，我觉得世界都到了末日
This must be the apocalypse feels like the worlds ending
我是谁。我整个都一团糟，更加罪恶更加毫无保留
Who am I I’m a mess more sinning more spending
消沉的一天又一天，想要熬过安息日
More down days tryna make it through the seventh
不敢相信我几乎放弃了我的独立
Can’t believe I almost got rid of my independence
这种烂人会让你再好好审视自己，重新决定
Type of ****** will have you look at yourself and start second guessing
虽然现在的我很糟糕，如果你来检验我的话
Now I’m on crud like **** will get messy if you ever get to testing
但是我知道我有着敏感的内心，我必须要强调这一点
But really I’m a sensitive soul and I’ll stress it
如果有人利用了我这一点会怎么样呢
What happens when someone takes advantage of that?
我丢失了我的一部分，再也找回不来了
Lost part of myself and I can’t get em back
啊我的爱
我一直在等你回来
Oh my love
啊我的爱
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
我一直都在关注着你是不是已经离开找到新的爱人
Oh my love
你为什么会为这样的人沉迷啊Simz，你没那么笨的
Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
但问题是当你身处其中时，你就看不到真相
我不能冷静，我心跳加速，
How the **** you get twanged Simz you’re smarter than that
当我听到那消息的时候，我不想面对它
But you don’t see it when you’re in it thats the hardest of facts
如果我们会再次谈起它的话，那就是在Last Name Basis上吧（英国节目）
I can’t relax my heart racing
我知道该如何面对你
Member when I heard the news I just couldn’t face it
我只是想要理解，我并不想恨你
If we ever talk again its on a last name basis
我猜你有自己必须要做的事
I know where to place you
但是你要知道没人会责怪你
Im just tryna understand it I don’t wanna hate you
为什么我说的所有这些，关键词都只是你
Guess you had to do what you had to do
我现在想知道我为我自己做了些什么
But just know nobody rates you
我甚至都没有考虑我自己
Key word in all of this, is you
我的感情都浪费了啊
I wonder what I did for me
我的能量，我的感同身受。
I hardly remember me
我想知道你打算什么时候告诉我她怀孕的事
What a waste of chemistry
你对我完全没有任何的..
Energy and empathy
诚实、感情和尊重
Wonder when you planned to let me know about her pregnancy
很明显我们并不是什么命中注定
You have no integrity
就只是暂时的。
Emotion or respect for me
我从没看得如此清楚，它必定要走到尽头
Clearly wasn’t meant to be
但是它仍然难以想象地痛
This was temporary
痛到承受不了
This the clearest i’ve seen it was bound to end eventually
啊我的爱啊
Still it hurt tremendously
我一直都在等着你回家
Cant bare the intensity
啊我的爱啊
我一直都在关注着你是否已经离开找到你新的爱
Oh my love
我之前一直没有谈论过这个处境，但是现在我要说出来
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
没什么能够持续到永远，我只是假装着我不知道这个事实
Oh my love
我不会为了po照片而跟谁在一起，
Ive been investigating, if you went and found new love ohhh
在Instagram上伪装出完美的生活，真实的却相反
最近我很消沉
I kept quiet bout the situation but now im saying my peace though
我不跟任何人聊起这些
Nothing last forever theres me acting like I didn’t know
甚至都不能不写下这些
I can’t do relationships for instagram
它完全阻塞了我的创作
Posing like my life it perfect really its the opposite
让我遭受到无前的打击
Lately I’ve been down a lot
但我仍然在录歌
I talk to no one about it
也没有违法
Can’t eve write about it
抽烟也只是为了放空自己
Damn thats writers block
不去想那些我该留心的事情
Hitting me like never before
不去想那些我一直忍受的又最终成功撑过去的事情
Still I recall
在我签下之前，确信自己弄懂了那张纸上的东西
Billin in raws
你注定要在我的格莱美演讲中出现
Smoking just to take my mind all off
这完全是你的巨大损失
Everything that I should’ve been mindful of
我会按照事实来讲
Everything that I’ve endured in life I’m a survivor of
真相会被解开
Making sure to understand the small print for’ I sign it off
请不要听了这首歌后还问我我是不是仍在难过,
You was meant to be in my grammy speech
也别问我我还好吗。就把我当做一个人类，让我在自己的感受中吧。
Your entire loss
放轻松
I’ll just keep it real
我很好 我解决它了
Truth won’t be concealed
我不会失败
Please don’t listen to this and ask me if i’m hurting
或者这只是我告诉自己的谎言，好逃过这个话题
Or if I’m ok allow me to be human and be in my feels
啊我的爱啊
Chill
我一直都在等你跑着回来
Im good I got it
啊我的爱啊
I never lost it
我一直都在调查着，你是不是已经离开找到了新的爱
Or am I just lying to myself to skip the topic
啊我的爱啊
我一直都在等你跑着回家
Oh my love
啊我的爱啊
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
我一直都在密切关注着你是不是离开找到了新的爱
Oh my love
你的心，痛哭
Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
在夜晚，四下无人
Oh my love
你的心，在夜晚
Ive been, waiting for you to run back home ohhh
独自，痛哭
Oh my love
Ive been investing, if you went and found new love ohhh
Your heart, cries
At night, alone
Your heart, cries
At night, alone
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