everything at once

I can't cry, I'm too anxious

Restless mind, I can't shake this

Said, "I am fine," but we both know I'm fakin'

I'm not feelin' numb, I'm just feelin' everything at once

Hate when you ask how I'm doin', I know that you're just assumin'

I'm better now, not bleedin' out

Get outta bed on a good day, lately that's all I can do, hey

I go through Hell to hide myself

I think about new ways to hurt me

But don't want my mother to see

It's not that I feel undeserving

Just blame it on the chemistry, that's why

I can't cry, I'm too anxious

Restless mind, I can't shake this

Said, "I am fine," but we both know I'm fakin'

I'm not feelin' numb, I'm just feelin' everything at once

(Oh, oh)

I'm just feelin' everything at once

(Oh, oh)

I'm just feelin' everything

Whatever I do, I can't slow down, please don't leave me alone now

'Cause when I stop, my demons talk

I'm comin' off apathetic, I play it off like it's an aesthetic

Clearly, I care too much, but I'm foolin' everyone, oh

I think about new ways to hurt me

But don't want my mother to see

It's not that I feel undeserving

Just blame it on the chemistry, that's why

I can't cry, I'm too anxious

Restless mind, I can't shake this

Said, "I'm fine," but we both know I'm fakin'

I'm not feelin' numb, I'm just feelin' everything at once

(Oh, oh)

I'm just feelin' everything at once

(Oh, oh)

I'm just feelin' everything at once

(Oh, oh)

I'm just feelin' everything at once

(Oh, oh)

I'm just feelin' everything at once