Everything I Wanted

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

Not what you'd think

And if I'm bein' honest

It might've been a nightmare

To anyone who might care

Thought I could fly

So I stepped off the Golden

Nobody cried

Nobody even noticed

I saw them standing right there

Kinda thought they might care

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

'They don't deserve you'"

I tried to scream

But my head was underwater

They called me weak

Like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Coulda been a nightmare

But it felt like they were right there

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

But I don't wanna let anybody know

'Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let 'em down

'Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let 'em down

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

'They don't deserve you'"