Alone In December

You always amazed me

But thats the past

I kept silent and it rained for days

My inside were drenched

But I guess that's the part of growing up

I never wanted to learn

And I grew into the man

That you never knew

But I wouldn't be this way

If it wasn't for you

One hundred thank you's

It this is love

Fairy tales never came true

Judies are black in full bloom

And I died in the womb

Take it back, all that's gone

It's all still there like you left it

December stayed the same

Nothing ever changed but you

Every dream covered in dents

Love can't fly tonight

Couples will rest, I'll be sleepless

So cry yourself to sleep

This is about broken hearts

This is about me

Bending again for nothing

I'd run to you but pain awaits

I'm coming home

But I'll be late

No deeper than imagination can be

Sight with nothing to see

What's faith if I can't believe

It's everything

A cure, but I make it a disease

God take me because I hate me