Down Forever

I wish I was more self aware

Maybe I'd take my own advice

Maybe I could make a wish

Without taking a risk

Of maybe not being right

But I'm the same kid same mission

Same confidence condition

Most of the time I just close my eyes

And throw and go my decisions

And that's okay

That's okay sometimes

I keep pushing further

'Cause I know when I am here

It all gets better

Even if it's been a year

It don't stay down forever

Even when I'm lying here

I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down forever

What do you know about real pain

Do I really deserve anything

I never run the ship

I just circle around it

And pretend that I'm getting in

But I'm a hard case to break in

I'm preaching day out and day in

Most of the time I don't even find

The words that I keep sayin'

And that's okay

I keep pushing further

'Cause I know when I am here

It all gets better

Even if it's been a year

It don't stay down forever

Even when I'm lying here

I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down forever

Don't be so hard on yourself

I say to myself

Lying in the dark

Don't be so hard on yourself

I say to myself lying

Don't be so hard on yourself

I say to myself

Lying in the dark

Don't be so hard on yourself

I say to myself

I keep pushing further

'Cause I know when I am here

It all gets better

Even if it's been a year

It don't stay down forever

Even when I'm lying here

I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down

I won't lay down forever

I won't lay down

I won't lay down

I won't lay down forever