Growing Up/Mother God

Rollin' up, hmm

Get high for the lows, lows, lows

You move to fast you need to slow it up, hmm

Ease your mind and take it slow, slow, slow

I know, I know, I done been through some things but I'm still right here

Through the hurt, through the pain, overcame my fears

I must be growing up, hmm

Maybe not, I don't know, know, know

Okay, okay

Woah nigga, woah nigga

Mostly a nigga look just like me

Okay, go nigga, go nigga

Motivate niggas, you just might be, okay

World made us cold, niggas tales from the hood like my nigga Spike Lee

So you know I gotta stay on my toes, nigga ain't shit sweet, sugar honey, ice tea, okay

Told niggas, one-two-three, way back, that the flow clean like Ajax

It's big payback, if you switch sides, no take back

You know homie, don't play that shit

Whole lot of manifestin' goin' on

With a fortune like a young Pat Sajak

Hard to find like a needle in a haystack

Baby I need my space, that's why I'm

Rollin' up, hmm

Get high for the lows, lows, lows (Lows, lows, lows)

You move to fast you need to slow it up, hmm

Ease your mind and take it slow, slow, slow (Slows, slow, slow)

I know, I know, I done been through some things but I'm still right here

Through the hurt, through the pain, overcame my fears

I must be growing up, hmm

Maybe not, I don't know, know, know (Know, know, know)

Okay, uh, okay

I'm doin' everything in 2019, so in 2020 I could see clearly

I'm tired of makin' the same new years resolutions on the ****in' yearly

I'm on the road to riches, in my own lane, let my soul steer me

But even in the belly of the beast, was still God's son, I mean that sincerely

Hope I never let Nas down, but Nas ain't the nigga that'll need to hear me, why?

He already got a million, but my niggas still stuck at the bottom

Feelin' like there ain't no one who really got em

Livin' like there ain't no ****in' tomorrow really

'Cause there might not be no damn tomorrow

I swear we livin' on time that's borrowed

I talk to God, I was like, "God", God was like, "Sup?"

I was like "Shit, my bad", because

She was like "Nigga, please told y'all to come how you is

What's on your mind? I already know

Wouldn't be much of a God unless I did"

I was like "True, so what would you recommend I do?

'Cause I'm stressed enough as it is"

God was like "Look, my nigga

You didn't have to make it this far, but look bruh you did

Flow like the wind, we don't judge a fish on if it fly or not and tell birds to swim

Be what you is, even when it hurt you

Really we just all here to serve a purpose

I set the stage, play roll them curtains

Better make it worth

Pass me the blunt, I see you"

Rollin' up, hmm

Get high for the lows, lows, lows (Lows, lows, lows)

You move to fast you need to slow it up, hmm

Ease your mind and take it slow, slow, slow (Slows, slow, slow)

I know, I know, I done been through some things but I'm still right here (Still right here)

Through the hurt, through the pain, overcame my fears (Overcame my fears)

I must be growing up, hmm

Maybe not, I don't know, know, know (Know, know, know)

Okay, uh, okay

Hey, baby, I'm so proud of you

You've been workin' so hard

I know it's been a hard journey

And a very long journey

To see you go through your ups and downs

I just smile every time I think about it

Because I know that, you really deserve this

Like, you so deservin' of this

I can't wait to see what your future looks like

Keep workin' hard, keep pushin'

And remember you're the greatest, I love you

My darlin', my darlin'

Somebody ask me why I think God is a woman

And I said, "Your momma cookin' must not be as good as mine

Your lil' sister must not warm your spirit when you see her crack a smile

And you never seen one hold a child, in her arms

After she just birthed it"

Hands down, man walkin' this Earth surface, shawt the closest thing I done seen to perfect

Girl I'm with now is a nurse and workin' two jobs on the side, still tryna find purpose

Givin' love to those who need it and not just those who deserve it

That's the type of shit that make me love her more

Couldn't cut her loose if I had scissors, this love galore

She bring me peace, and naw she ain't street in the least

But if it's beef, I know that she'll hold the heat for me like the oven door

Really becomin' more and more convinced that I love y'all

But y'all may love me more

I don't think that I can compete with my mother's joy

Seein' her baby boy live out his dreams 'cause years ago, I wasn't even sure what I was livin' for

Just know I love more than life itself

My heart cold but I know the ice can melt

How I'm your son but you shine like one

And all them tears you cried for me, to get through 'em, you must be Michael Phelps

As the cards in this life get dealt, I know I always got me some queens

All my grandmas, partners, cousins and aunties

Always on time like Ashanti

Whether I need me some advice, or just wanna talk but it haunt me to this day

That I ain't go see Brianna up in that hospital bed

Convinced myself I had a lot on my head

It ain't a lie, 'cause at the time man I did

Lessons learned, putting things, I should do today off for tomorrow instead

You, my momma, Nique, Granny and Brenda and Lina, Mama Jay

Auntie Tyra, Jaae, Tenae, auntie Kita, Claudine and Claudette

Steph and Josette, Icy and Lisa, miss Tina, Caroline, Blaire and Amethyst, Khi, Amina

Made sure I started with love like Serena

And if love is God and God is love, then these a couple places I've seen

Started with love like Serena

If love is God and God is love

Man

I mean Women, yeah