Negative Ego

[Verse 1]

Ok my momma said I'm ****in' up

My daddy say I'm negative

And my grandma said my head is big

And my doc said I need medicine

And my uncle say I'm selfish

And my auntie say I'm helpless

And my cousin said let's **** *****es and get money and sell bricks

And my teacher said I'm a failure

And I ain't never gon be ****

Imma live fast and die young when that time comes Imma sleep quick

And my girl told me you're never there and I never cared bout nothing else

You don't love me, you love yourself I told the ***** you something else

You, you something else, something else unusual

And I'm sorry girl you're beautiful and I'm not the man you used to know I'm

So different now, real different now, just hear me out

I just wanna get rich and die tryin'. If not, then I die hoping

I'm waking up with my eyes closed, go to sleep with my eyes open

Four friends in my Tahoe realizing I'm not focused

I place hands on that Bible and promised God that I stop smoking

The yacht open, my block holdin' them shots open them too

There's three sides of a story inside my side of the truth

You can see it in my eyes I guess time flies when it's you

****** need me in they top 5 and that's top 5 of my crew

So **** a paystub and that work life

9 to 5 that's your life

Take it slow, I heard fast relationships don't work right

I'm Joyner Lucas you heard right

Most ****** gon hear wrong and it's funny cause they cheer on and they probably won't be here long, nah

That's far as I need to get

Cops talking they need the tip

I don't know I plead the fifth

I need to sip Henny shots, every smoke get high to def

I'm tripping on my ego, well this the negative side effects, so

[Chorus]

Now everybody wave your **********ing hands, huh?

You living in hell, living in fear, huh?

We living in jail, living in pent, huh?

The Devil himself, tryna get in, huh?

We living in hell, living in fear, huh?

[Bridge]

Ok my momma said I'm ****in' up

My daddy said I'm negative

And my grandma said my head is big

And ain't that some ****

[Verse 2]

****, I never had no enemies, remember me?

Young *****, that pretty boy with a new name

Tattoos and 2 chains like Tity Boi no loose change

Dogs walking on two legs

Weird ******, I'm here, listen my ambition like Cool J

So don't call it no comeback

Feeling like Big Pun back

You ain't shooting, you ***** ******, so ***** give me my gun back

Scared of noise like, "What's that?"

I'm a Bad Boy where Puff at?

And everything you say you did I pretty much don done that (Whoo!)

At high school I was tripping hard

Skipping class, up in the hall

Stealing clothes all in the mall, and fighting ******, I did it all

Selling crack in rental cars

My heart told me you sinning hard

I went to church the pastor told me, "What the **** is you living for?"

And that's as real as I need to get

My girl asked if I cheated on her, I don't know I plead the fifth

I need to sip Henny shots, if you smoke get high to def

I'm tripping on my ego and this the negative side effects, so

[Chorus]

Now everybody wave your **********ing hands, huh?

You living in hell, living in fear, huh?

We living in jail, living in pent, huh?

The Devil himself, tryna get in, huh?

We living in hell, living in fear, huh?

[Bridge]

Ok my momma said I'm ****in' up

My daddy say I'm negative

And my grandma said my head is big

And my doc said I need medicine

And ain't that some ****